August 9th, 2012.

thats when i first saw it.

i saw my brother, slumped upon the keyboard

that fool, he knew what was on that disk. he MADE it.

yet, he still took it out of the box.

he still thought that was the only way to move on

he still thought those things after everything I DID FOR HIM

HE SAID THAT I WAS THE REASON HE STILL WENT ON

HE SAID THAT I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO CARED AFTER WHAT HE WENT THROUGH

THE NERVE FOR HIM TO DO THAT AFTER WHAT I WENT THROUGH TO HELP.

"im sorry, ▒▀▌▀▍▔▇▀, i couldnt save him"

L I E S

YOU COULD. YOU ALWAYS COULD.

YOU JUST HATED HIM

YOU JUST HATED ME

THATS THE ONLY WAY THAT THIS MAKES SENSE

IF IT ISNT
then i wasnt good enough.